Hey everyone just thought I would add a blog about everyones favorite mom.
Oh yeah, everyone is supposed to know that I am a kidden, and that Im very cute so when you see me in the hall, call me a kidden, and if you dont a sure as hell fire titty twister is on the way, hola!
Any ways, how is everyone, just thought I'd ask cause Im not a very sensetive guy....
Hmm... This is an interesting fact. Every pig born in the U.S. is automatically sodomized by the British.
:twisted: Damn Brit bastard's. Oh well I love Megan Brady with all of my heart and soul, hooscow!
Oh yeah, Megan. Dont worry if I ever look depressed in the morning its just that Im sleepy and that its too early. And thanks for the hot chocolate, I need that stuff to get to feeling better, woo hooo!
Anyways yesterday I was so damn hyper it wasnt funny. That hot chocolate really does it for me. I must have scared Megan to death yesterday. It was fun though, heh heh! She was smiling and that makes it a good day.
This morning was wonderful... I couldnt ask for a better one. Cris was there too, he spent the night, and we had a blast! I woke up and it was before time to wake up so I felt bad but hell, I dont give a damn! I got to school early to, and that means more time with my rock goddess, heh heh.
I hope everyone else had an awesome morning. :shock: hyper, hyper, and more hyper, aye aye aye ayeeee! :shock:
If there was a time when I felt alone, I would run to an old sheltered home, And look upon the great wilderness, That no priest how mercifull would have blessed,
I run out into the sky, wishing and hoping that I would die, but nothing is fathomed and nothing is felt, Except for the leather on my fathers belt,
Oh how do you live and hold me to cry, How does the pain yurn me to lie, Is the heart broken or will it be meant, To live out my life with malicious content,
I run from the pain, And hide all the fear, I wish to be left in the shadow of me, Nothing will break me and nothing will stay, When I hold you tight I feel like a tree,
Tough as iron and cold as steel, Leave me in the nimble feel, For I wont break or leave of your side, I feel so dark, so broken, so bruised, so blind,
I wish to be more, But nothing to great, Live out my life without the regret, For one who is dead should feel out the pain, My life could be cold and clodded with soul, Who am I now, just a simple child, "Hah", I said as I run out the back, Hoping and wishing that you would call back, But thats not the case for I am the wind, The broken storied endless blend...
Here are some songs that we might play we just want you to vote on the one you like the best, have fun!
1. The Way(Lynyrd Skynyrd) 2. Knockin on heavens door(Guns & Roses) 3. So Far Away(Staind) 4. Friends In Low Places(Garth Brooks) 5. When Im Gone(3 Doors Down)
Vote till your hearts content, hell vote on the same song multiple times if you want. We want to bring the most fun to this concert. :wink:
Hey everyone! I'm in applied communications and I thought I would add a blog cause Im having a great day.
I have to say something about yesterday first.
Yesterday I had found a special technique in the ways of love... Whenever you touch the back of someones head while making out they have this urge to rape you! Just thought I would inform you peeps. You should try it if you arent already!
Today has been awesome and I have just been in first period! Its been great, and I dont know why. I think its cause Megan held my hand down the hall. Makes me feel like Im not a shameful person to be with, maybe I just worry too much.
Hey blog peeps, whats up? I just thought I would tell you about my week. On friday me and Megan went to a dance that I promised I would take her to. It sucked, Dani and Jesse never went to it, but they would have If we hadnt stopped them. It was a good thing we stopped them. Plus, I wasnt comfortable in that atmosphere, and I mean I was dying to get out of there. After the dance me and my sweety went to Jesse house and caught them making babies so to speak. We painted there faces and talked about rolling Bobs house, so we went out to the Pig and almost bought some toilet paper. After we gave up on buying the pooper paper we decided to go to Coalmont and hang out. After that I broke a broom and took Megan home, I felt a little uneasy and irritated without sleep, man I was tired. So anyway I told Megan I loved her and we said bye, then I asked her if there were any problems and she said no, so I felt better after that. Instead of going home I went to the Nassos and caught Kim, Cara, Bobby, Casey, and Jesse Layne over there, and we had a fuckin blast blowin shit up. They did role my truck, but Hell who cares. :). I spent the night over there and the next day I decided that I wanted to lose contact with the whole world, and I did have a lot on my mind to sort through, and I have been stressed a little, but its ok, and as long as everything is stable it will be fine.
Im sorry for not talking to you babe, I didnt want to talk to anyone today and I just felt exhausted from the week.
Paul Johnson, a mild mannered and extremely ill tempered man from the North was one night found burned, bruised and beaten to death in the power lines of nearby Coalmont Elementary. There was only one witness to this crime and he brought to us the legend of The Silent Jack. The Silent Jack was once a human being with a bloodlust to kill all sorts of things, and the most favorite thing the Jack had murdered was another human being. After his first kill he began a bizarre number of murders in which he would cut his prey from the tip of there toes to the top of there skulls releasing the steam from there bodies and pretending to consume the steam in which he thought was the souls of the dead. This brought him great satisfaction and a feeling of power from the dead. The Police and other affiliates were seeding a plot to vanquish the evil doer and put a stop to the madness at which he had sprung upon the world. The Police and townspeople of Coalmont could not put a stop to the mad mans rampage for they could not find him. Marie Johnson and her other teenage friends were out on Halloween trick or treating. Of course you must also know that the Jack enjoys this holiday. So anyways the team of trick or treaters were racking in bagfuls of candy and getting weighted down pretty badly. The Jack had began to yell out a battle cry, and it terrified the kids into a dark trail called the Power Lines. If anyone lives in Coalmont they should know that on top of Coalmont hill resides the Power Line 4 wheeler trail. And it was an awesome site to hold this slaughter thought the Jack. He had seen the children before but not paid any attention to them before but now he had a craving for his own little artwork. He caught one child and proceeded to remove his head, and so he did. “One down” he yelled as all the other Children watched in horror. He began to sprint toward the next child hovering over them like a sadistic snake. “Your mine” he said, and as he grabbed for the child, as a lone man came out of the darkness with a trench coat and a small pistol in his hand and said, “Monster, how dare you take out you aggression on these small helpless kids, why don’t you pick on me, a person you might have a problem with!” The Jack slowly regained his footing and with the quickness of a tiger leaped at the man. This proved to be a bad move as the man unloaded his pistol on the leaping Jack, and shooting him to the ground. The Jack landed on one knee and began to breathe hard, stood up and began walking slowly towards the man. The man desperately reached into his coat and unleashed a powerful double barreled 12 gauge automatic, and it was homemade and rigged to the teeth. The man yelled at the monster and told him to give up, but the Jack remained silent. So the dark male figure aimed his boomstick and blew the head of the malicious murderer’s head clean off his shoulders. The Jack fell to the ground motionless and laid there until the man picked up the body and sprinted back through the darkness at which he came. All the kids watched as a sigh of relief fell over each of them. Marie Johnson decided to follow the man into the night as the kids got on there bikes and rode to there homes. “Cowards” she yelled, as they rode off to the warmth of there mothers arms. As she followed the trail of the mysterious man, she found several pieces of the Jacks shredded head, when she reached the end of her journey all she found was a fresh grave stone with a wicked looking pumping resting on the stone, and there was no sign of the man. “Humph, and I thought he was scary, big whoop, wussy, loser, eat my dirt, and if you ever mess with me or my family in any life I will whoop the tar out of you!” Those were words she was soon to regret… As the years passed on she had graduated from high school, got married, and had a beautiful baby boy named Paul. But soon after she had Paul, she was struck with a mysterious virus in which it had gradually destroyed her mind and made her insane. After 4 years she committed suicide on the roof of a mental institution. She never told her son about the Jack and soon he would pay for all the sins his mother committed. Halloween was on the way and it was a joyous holiday for all the children of Coalmont. The stories about the Jack had been silenced and it seemed like everyone was having a blast. Nearby in the deepest of the woods a lone figure was seen walking. The man who was there at the time was scouting for dear and searching for a place to put his tree stand. The man was found with his body torn to shreds by what had seemed like bare hands. Bear like footsteps were found near the body leading to a large tree and stopping. Police described the being to be around 6’5 and 210 pounds of pure muscle. They also said the being traveled by leaping from tree to tree with awesome accuracy. Halloween had finally arrived and Paul Johnson was taking his daughter Patsy out to trick or treat. Paul hated the holiday with a passion, always boasting about how Halloween was invented by the candy company and that all they were doing was promoting them. “Bah, I cant stand Halloween, it always gets me in a horrible mood!” exclaimed the wide eyed Paul Johnson. On the way up Coalmont Hill Paul was over looking the scenery and wasn’t paying much attention to the the road and saw a shrouded figure staring him coldly in the eyes. Suddenly the apparition faded away and Paul realized he was off the road and upside down. Paul glanced over at his daughter who was still in the baby seat locked in tightly and unconscious. As he looked around for a way to get out of his car, he began to hear footsteps, loud and thudding footsteps. His heart raced, he was terrified thinking that it was some kind of animal, like a bear. The footsteps stopped but there were no sign of them. He jerked quickly to the side and low and behold a fist came out of nowhere knocking him unconscious. He soon awoke to find he was in a dank dark cave chained to the wall. He yelled and screamed for hours but not a soul heard him. He had finally decided to give up and call it quits when he heard the same old footsteps rounding the entrance of the cave. He gulped and hunkered down trying to hide himself, but to no avail. As the being rounded the side Paul noticed a child being dragged by the foot, and the head dragging the ground. The body was pierced through the side and ripped open slightly bleeding to death, and the body was deceased. Paul started crying and screaming at the Pumpkin headed giant, for he had noticed the earrings he had purchased for his daughter Patsy, and he knew at that moment that his daughter was dead. The monster dropped the body on the ground and reached for Paul stripping him from the confines and slamming him into a wall and began to savagely beat him. Paul screamed in agony and cursed at the monster threatening him. The monster did not speak nor did it acknowledge the presence of Paul. So after 4 whole days of being beaten off and on by the malicious giant Paul had given up talking or trying to reason with the monster. He had given up on life and all things to do with it. One night the monster picked him up and returned him to the place of the Jacks own buriel site and handed him a shovel. Paul, scared and alone began to dig up the grave. Slowly but surely Paul had reached the Casket. He stopped and turned to the silent behemoth and questioned him, “Why did you make me dig up this grave, and what does it have to do with you?” After the monster stared for what seemed an eternity motioned that Paul should open the casket. Fearing what was inside he opened and there laid his mother, Marie Johnson. Her remains where slightly tainted with a yellowish color and some of the rotten flesh was peeling off, also the smell was quite ghastly. As he looked at his mothers body the Jack began to laugh, and chuckle. Paul was so terrified he knew what was coming next, his execution. The Jack grabbed Paul by the hair of his head and took him to the highest point of the Power Lines. Paul begged and pleaded to be spared but the Jack only looked at him with an evil grin. As the Jack proceeded to beat and remove the fingers of Paul, the wind grew terrible with a smell that reeked of old dead. Paul beaten and without fingers started to crawl towards the monster and pleaded for death. So the monster obliged him, and using his powerful strength grabbed poor old Paul by the ankle and the neck and slammed his rib cage across his knee in turn breaking his spinal cord. After Paul yelled out a sigh of relief the monster tossed his body into the electric power lines of Coalmont while laughing madly at the sad sight. As Paul’s body began to fry The Silent Jack walked away and was never seen again…
The Band and I would enjoy it if you made up some kind of gimmic for the band, preferrebly not stupid, but something fun like posters or hand gestures(originality rawks!)
And you dont have to sit at the concert, we would rather enjoy it if everyone was going crazy.
So if anyone cares how this concert goes get all of your friends and have a ball, and make sure you party, we dont like a dead crowd.
We are working really hard on this and hope everyone will enjoy so thanks! :twisted:
Congratulations: No Solution is the official band name!!!
Ahh... Mountain Top, the most favorite camp Ive ever been to, and the only camp Ive been to. In this camp I was the king, well the first year I was the king, but Im not talking about the first year, not that good to write about.
I had road on the road with this girl that had tickled my fancy... She seemed like a quiet girl but once we had got to talking I swear it was like she was reading my mind, and this girl of course, was named Megan Brady. The morning that changed my life, and made me a better person. It was a warm morning feeled with anxiousness. I wondered why they were so late, but they are always late for me. When the white van came, I was excited to see who I would be riding with. Oh man, there was this girl sitting in the van and I was scared to sit by her cause I was really shy back then, and so I sit in the back. Terrified I asked her what her name is and she said "Megan, whats your name", and of course hating my own name I said, "Jared", and that was all I said on the ride up there. The day went well, and I got to see her throughout the day and on the way home I got the balls to actually talk to her and get to know her better, and it seemed like we were hitting it off. But knowing me I had to botch it up and ask her out on the first day...
She of course during the week said no, and I was feeling bad, but not too bad. I started thinking about her more during the school year, and finally got her number and the balls to call her. And we talked about life and about her cat Paw Paws. I think the cat was a baby when I first talked to her about her Dad and her Mom, if I hadnt ever met her I would be dead or messed up somewhere.
Heh, one of my favorite chapters....
Tune in next time.
Vote on these last 5 band names, it might determine the name of the band!
Hey everyone how was today, I'm so glad everyone is helping me out on the blog and that everyone has such a positive attitude.
I swear thats what I run off of, happiness. I hope one day everyone will be happy and thank God for all that has been and done.
I also wanted to say thanks for posting and telling me about there issues and commenting on my blog. Im taking a list of people who need to be in eternal bliss and every friend of mine I would hope to have a ticket to heaven... I love all of you.
You have entered the past history of shithouse18. Please be cautioned...
After 3 or 4 years, heh heh, I was enrolled into the 4th grade, man was it hard at the time. I sometimes wish I could go back and take a few people with me. Wouldnt it be cool to go back just for a week and see how easy it was?
Anyways, the only part I feel about remembering the most was Ms. Lappin. Oh man was she a bitch. I remember when she made me get a dictionary and explain a dirty word I had said in class, god! I mean she was that cruel. What was really funny about that is that she wears her pants up to her hips like Ms. Pickett(Packett, Poke it)! Anyways, life was easy but I was getting picked on a lot, almost all the time. Im not going to take this anymore I said. Anyways, that year I had was one of the hardest ever, sheesh!
Hello Kids how are ya, and do you like me music... I hope so. Dont worry bout me people Im fine. I was a little stressed out yesterday but now Im fine, Life is great, and everything is so wonderful. Sorry I havent been updating lately but dont worry there is more to come. Man, lately I have been so hyper and a little kinky, dont know why. I guess a certain someone is bringing out the animal in me :twisted:! Anyways, Me and Megan had a fight a couple of days ago, you know silent wars, they are nasty. Its cool though, next time if I get pissed Ill just scream into the sky for an hour or two! Hmm... sounds like a lot of fun, heh heh. :idea: Oh yeah, on December 5, 2003 I get to play a concert with my band, awesome right? We need to get to work though since we only practice on wednesdays and sundays. I wont worry though. Im also going to take Megan to practice with me on wednesday, and show her my crazy side, which Ive only shown a little bit here lately, pray she wont get scared. Bottom line is that I hope everyone comes to the concert, me and Jesse have some awesome plans, heh heh :twisted:!
Hey blogsloppers, how are ya? Just thought I'd ring in and say a few things about yesterday.
Yesterday was awesome and I mean awesome. First Danielle, Jesse, Megan, and I went to the movies to see "School of Rock", and it was a really good movie, Jack Black was funny as hell. What really stumped the fun in that though was when Megan lost her locket I gave her for her birthday a few months back, and so I promised her I would search everywhere we went today, and I will find it, I will! Anyways the movie was great, and thats all I can say about it. Then we moved on to a friends house and apparently scared her into believing we were going to chop her ass up and feed it to the family cat! What we had done to this person was a roll job, not a blow job! We sneaked around her house and made all kinds of noises, well.... I did anyway, heh heh. Then we moved on to rolling the hell out of every tree, and every piece of furniture, the cars, the rocking chair, and even the little wire she has for clothes hanging. The funny part about this whole thing is that know one can get to Cara like we did, and Im still laughing to this day! All in all it was a good night and I had a great time with my friends and loved one, and I hope everyone else had a good night too. :D
Yeah, the numbers from Grundy are rising, and the officials are fearing for their safety! MWAAAHAHAAAHAAAA!! Holly, don't you remember me!? Bob Schnieder, heellloooooooo. ~Bobby~
Only cancer loathes increasing ignorance, Flanging rock grabs everlasting imputence, Banged and bruised it cowers to the side, restless, automatic, flipping of the strides,
Only hammers clang against the death of a soul, Orange envelopes and imputent howlings, Cower at the strong spirit, He grows more powerful with death,
Endless arrangements of time and space, Enter the mountains of ones regret, Choose me now, or peel the grape, Its a chance of life and death.
1)Answer the riddles correctly and you will be the riddle master, muhuhawhaw. 2)This is just for fun and maybe if I know you, you might get some specialness from yours truly, if you want.
Hey everyone, just saying hello and wondering when I'm going to be sleepy. You wouldnt believe how much shit Ms. Basham is trying to give us. I mean she must have a bigger set of balls than Ron Jeremy!!! My Lord Im not even getting a credit in there and she's givin me shit, she should get on her knees and beg me to be there. The bottom line is we give her our all and she wont even notice, sure she gave us a party today and let us watch a movie but damn, shes a bitch!!!
Tonight was good, I got to see my sweetheart again, and it keeps getting better every time I see her. I have so much respect for her and I'm not afraid to express it.
The only person that has ever had history with me in the world would have to be Jesse, but as the story goes no one knows everything about my dark and melevolant( I hope I spelled that right ) history.
When I started in this world I was evil, mean, cruel, and sadistic, and it kinda makes you wonder why Im different now.
This is a series of Chapters to my life, and these are the only ones in my history that matter to me.
Chapter 1 The Grand School Demon! We begin our story with my first school experience in kindergarten. In kindergarten I was a little devil as my mom so aptly named me. I would go around messing with people and trying to get them angry. Boy, did it work! I would parade around in my underwear sometimes after taking a nap and pissing the mat, trying to cut peoples hair, mostly the kids and sometimes the teachers. After a while I met up with my rival and dictator Mr. Rust. He seemed big at the time but now I believe I could take him. He used to paddle me constantly, and every time I did something wrong he would, and after a while it got to where I was laughing at his vicious and meloderous paddlings that would aim on into the wee hours of the day. He was the evil but hell, I was the devil, muhuhawhaw!!!!!!!!!!!
Chapter 2 Satan Strives in the Fourth Grade, tune in next time, and when is next time you ask, whenever I feel like it.
A certain someone came over my house today, and thank God she came. It would have been a horrible day if she had not. The first thing about this morning that I remember the most was coming out of the shower and see her sitting there watching a movie with Mom.
*sighs*
She makes me so happy, and I havent been truly happy like this in a long time. I want to give her the world, hell, I want to give her everything. I would do anything for this person, I think sometimes I would even cut my hair for her. God has given this little Cherub, Aeon, and whatever else they call me life, and damnit Im going to have a great time I hope, and maybe this year will be the best year I have at high school and to anyone I love reading this,I had just said I might be going to college in Florida, I didnt actually mean it. To tell you the honest to God truth, I want to go with this person to the ends of hell and back again if I have to and her college seems to be what I want to be in.
Current Mood: Happy as a clam(thanks mom) :D
Aeons, sounds like a FF10 rip off to me, but thanks Bob!!!
a cherub from hell i suppose... lol, im kidding. your definately one from heaven. and we'll see about this person thats mad at you... it'll all get straightened out in the end...^.^
Yes, I am here Jared, hahaha. Bro, I feel complete happiness for you, and I hope it lasts between you two. Now you know how Cara makes me feel (But I feel like I could beat up superman!). You and I have always been friends, and rivals during karate, but when it gets down to it bro, if you need any help then I'll help you out in anyway I can.
A Cherub eh? My lovely Cara gave you that title, but even though it is cute, I find that the title that suites you the most is an Aeon. Aeons are the Angels that have been around before Earth was created. They are known as many things, and are made in pairs of male and female and when taken together form the pleroma of God (the fullness of God). I have given my .02 cents, and now you both have my blessing... That will be $20 bucks big man, heh heh.
Dude... what if when we get to heaven, its nothing like we ever expected? Instead of massive naked studs, and bare breasted women, its a bunch of naked babies flying around? Wouldnt that be a downfall? Then to look down and discover your a naked baby yourself...
... Well, the only actual description of heaven that I've ever found was in the Book of Enoch. And I always pictured heaven to be like a beautiful town blended in with the country somehow. But in the Book of Enoch, Heaven was composed of layers. And hell was IN heaven! That's kinda messed up. I really don't know what it will be like though, as long as it isn't overrun with bears in top hats. They are eeeviiiil. ~Stealthz~
Man, why has this week been so special. Ill tell you why, cause of this one special person who keeps me on my toes. I love this person with all my heart and I want to keep her happy so I love to spend time with her, she is so special to me, and quite frankly I would marry her given the right circumstances. This has been one of the most happiest times of my life, and I hope it gets better, but I dont see how it could. Anyways, today has been wonderful, I got to see my friends this week, even though one hates me, I do not hate him and wish he wasnt mad. I knew one day it would happen and he would get mad at me for something but hopefully he will read this and forgive me one day, cause I think of him as a brother and would hate to see him angry. Please dont be mad! Kim has been rockin this week and everyone seems happier, and to tell you the truth I run off happiness, and that means, PEOPLE FEED MY PASSION FOR HAPPINESS, AND BE HAPPY. I need the support and thanks for the consideration. I love all my friends and stare Satan right in the face if he messed with one of them. Like the title says, I am a Cherub and Im going to watch and help when needed.
Hey babe, You shouldnt hate love, its a wonderful thing when you know that the person loves you and wants to be with you, you both hold the destiny of your love in your hands
Megan, I've learned, that all I have ever felt before was teen lust, and it hurts.
When someone dies, you know that feeling of dreadful, painful agony that gets lodged in your chest? That agony that you cant heal, or do anything about? Thats what real love is like... its so happy and beautiful that it hurts. Love is that glass splinter hammering into your heart. When you love someone so much that even the thought of that person maked you feel that hurtful agony in your heart, thats love. And its powerful shit... It hurts all the time.
you guys dont understand what I said, or you dont understand "vocal limits of a stop sign".
Well, a stop sign is very clear, it means stop, maybe jared is referring that my vocabulary should just stop. Wish I could delete that comment. Megalyn, delete my previous comment!
Reply to: shithouse18 lmao.. i thought it meant that stop signs are read, and they make you think about what to do next, but you take them as you percieve them... ok... its to late at night.... well dani, thanks for that comment... i really do think that all ive probably felt is teen lust so far in my life. and the love you describe sounds wonderful..... thank you danielle
Whoa, I didnt know the Stop sign thing was going to cause such a ruckus. Keep it up people, kinda fun to watch!
Oh hi, just trying to get this damn Yoo-Hoo bottle open.
Last Saturday me and Cris had put Ex-Lax into Tylers drink. It was so funny watching him gulp it down. I know it was a bit cruel but he would have done it to me, and plus I though I'd get him cause he got some of my friends in the past. Oh well, and before I left we told him about it just to see the look on his face, *sigh's* priceless. Just thought I would say something on the blog a bit bored, heh.
Hey bloggers, and fellow hetero life mates. Yesterday was awesome, and I had previously went to Megans and we thought up a little plan to go and roll Jesse's house. We were going to get Dani and not tell him, duh!!!
Anyways the plan had backfired a tiddle bit, and we couldnt find Danielle, so we went to Jesses and from there(without Julio) we inquired about Dani, so we searched them down. Although we didnt find a trace of them we looked hard and were tired. So we retired to Megans house (oh what a tasty retreat)(dont take that the wrong way). We ate some delicious treats and I was off to the homestead.
Virgo (Virgin) Born August 23 - September 22 Virgos posess all the charm of an rhinoceros and the brains of a rabbit. They are petty and greedy, annoying and argumentative. Virgos' lack of knowledge and imagination makes them unberable for colleagues and difficult for family. With her incessent nit-picking, a Virgo is capable of grinding any endeavor to a screeching halt, and driving even even a patient person to the brink of madness. She never improvises, planning out every action weeks in advance down to the most boring and minute detail, much to the chagrin of anyone else who may be involved.
Anything a Virgo does is precipitated by cold logical calculation. Every action is respectable, predictable and boring.
A Virgo is a vengeful master of intrigue, and if one has enemies, she will not rest until they, their families, their friends, and the families of their friends have been taught a made to feel her wrath.
Damn, they are the most wonderful people in the world.
In all actuality, they can kiss my happy Virgo(Virgin) ass :!: :!:
Specialness!!! Eye of the beholder, Cherub of goodness!!!
I only know of one thing that makes people special, and that one thing that has that power is knowledge of a persons inner spirit. If you know yourself and act upon what makes you happy and what makes others happy then life is balanced. No one can take your soul, no one can steal your spirit.
Dani is such a good person in my mind and I would hate to see anything bad happen to her. In my opinion Dani is one of my best friends I dont know what I would do without her sense of illuminating transgression.
Well, enough about that lets skip on to my happy hobbies. My first hobbie that I like to stress about is the music, if I didnt have my guitar or my playing buddies I would surely crumble like a Fallin leaf. Music is such a great time surpressor too, it takes an hour and makes it a journey through time, but that depends on what era you like to play. Another of my hobbies is this online game called Ragnarok, it rules, and it makes you feel like you can do something in this world. I want to be famous in the game but you have to get strong and that isnt easy. I have a strange interest in helping people and there problems, I have problems too but I can take care of them fairly easily, just have to think um through. Another good hobbie I have is the tblog. LOOK AT ME GO!!!!!!!!
Hey smog bloggers, how are ya? Last night rocked, me and a friend were at the movies and saw the best action movie in the world. The movies title was The Run Down, and I have to admit, hell yeah. I was so excited when the movie was over I wanted to go and blow shit up, kick some guys ass, and punch Dani in the boob. Oh my God did that night rock!!!! AGHHHHHHHHHH(primal scream erupts from his mouth), and that wasnt all folks, the night carried on into the weee hours of the morn. Although, it was my first driving date I had a hell of a lot of fun! :twisted: :lol: :D :wink:
Hey everyone, just thought I would add a blog about how yesterday was great but sucky. Ill go ahead and get the bad stuff out of the way. Yesterday I was messing around with people by saying my ass itched and scratching some random persons head, and I had also done this to Rector and he couldnt take the joke and playfully hit me in the chest real hard. So, being a pissed off eighteen year old I yelled out a battle cry and hit him in the arm as hard as I wanted and he just looked at me with scared eyes thinking his ass is cooked, but I refrained from physically abusing him and screamed into my jacket to release a hell of a lot of anger. The good thing about the whole ordeal was when Cara came around and asked if I was ok, and being the good friend that she is I asked her if she would hit Recto in the balls and she did. If I had touched little 14 year old Rector, I would be in jail by now, and thank you Cara, you are a wonderful friend, you better never change.
Now, on another note, I think I like this girl named Keisha and shes cool. We seem to understand each other in a silent way, and to me it seems she knows what Im thinking. So anyway, we were on the bus and a was sitting with another girl and so she seemed a little sad and I walked over and sit by her the whole way to the field (we were going to a football game to play). It made me so happy to finally get to really talk to her and understand her more. On the way back from the game everyone one was pissed one way or another and are threatening to strike, but I dont think they have the balls. So anyway me and Keisha were kinda laughing and going on and we began to hold each other. She was so pretty that night ( I wanted to kiss her). We just get along so well and I respect her. :D
Boy, that lasted a long time man. I mean good lord I was depressed, nothing could get me down today, except maybe going to the football game tomorrow and playing in the band. Oh yeah, I am going to go tomorrow, weeeeee!!!!
My current mood: Tired and Sleepy, I feel loved though, heh heh :wink:
Tomorrow is going to be a pain in the ass but hell, who cares, I have a 4 day weedend, oh did I say weedend, I meant weekend, heh heh.
Hey everyone just thought I would add a blog during school. Man, today has been pretty easy, this is the last day before Fall break. I guess it makes sense, since we are going on a break and they are taking it easy on us. Who cares though, we will be right back at school on tuesday, and hell will start all over again. I need to get high, My heads about to burst from all this useless knowledge. Anyways, life is good but bad at times and I should just get over it. I dont think I have put in a positive blog in this time Ive used it, maybe something good will happen. Im not going to hold my breath though, maybe I should cross my fingers, heh. :P
Hey everyone, how are you? Tonight I read Megans ujournal some more, its ok that I dont mean much to her, I want to die anywayIf I had a gun tonight would be a good night to blow my head off, too bad Im poor. Man, how often is it to see that you loved someone in vain, and to have wasted your time for nothing but heartache. Dont be surprised people, for the rest of the week I wont be feeling good at all. If pain makes you stronger than Ive spent all my tbucks. Right now is not a good time but I want a good women who will love me as much as I love them. I also had no idea I had talked about Cara alot in front of Megan, if I had knownit I would have stopped. I guess my pain is eternal but then again, everyone elses problems could be worse, but right now I want to die and could stare a smooth gun barrel in the face!!! Right now, pain and sickness is at an all time high, but I wonder if I will get over it. Its a little off the subject but my head hurts and I cant stand the hatred building up inside me, I could snap at any moment and really hurt someone. I should stay calm and count to ten, or I could beat someones unrespected ass. Who knows, maybe I will get better but for now, I need to feel bad. Whether anyone reads this tonight, or tomorrow it doesnt matter just dont freak out or make any fast movements on me. Life is sickning and I should puke up 3 or 4 years of it for being such a fool, AGHHHHH!!!!!!! :cry: :evil:
Well Jesse just left and we watched part of the Lord of the Rings franchise tonight, and I have to say, thats some good shit. Well anyway, I thought about Megan again tonight and I was feeling depressed about the whole me being an asshole tonight. What I dont understand is how we can come so close to making babies and not be in love, its mindboggling. I have to continue to be nice to her cause if I dont I wont be a good friend. Hopefully one day she will forgive me, until then all I can do is hope that she thinks about me sometimes.
Ok, now life is good and people keep being fresh with me and it pisses me off. My idea of friendship is give respect and you will earn respect, and Im all about respect. Some people not naming any names but Santa Clause, The Easter Bunny, they dont give me shit but hell, my ass hurts. When my ass hurts Im pissed. One more thing, some people like Megan Brady better start getting happier, I mean happy happy not happy gay. I believe this whole blog I put in was bullshit and Im sorry you had to read it. I am the master of light and this is my son, Asshole.
I just got done reading Megans ujournal and I have to say, and admit that I am an ass. I dont know what to do. Maybe I should help her out this week and be a true friend, and make sure shes happy. I want to get her something, I want to make her feel good. Maybe one day I will truly understand whats going on, I just hope no one hates me, but right now I have to be a good friend and help out people who need me. I so want to be with Megan and go through her pin for her. Now I understand why she wont let me in. i dont need to try to get in, I just need to be her friend and respect her decisions. From now on, I am going to be the best friend she will ever have, God help me and give me strength. Asa God as my witness, Iwill make her happy!!!!
I would just like to announce the winner of the asshole award, guess who gets it. Seriously thank you Dani for putting up with my bullshit and being a true friend, I mean my god, if my ass hurt she would prolly rub it *blah*. I would also like to know what the hell you do with t bucks, Oh yeah Dani, dont forget to show love to Kim tomorrow, she needs it more than ever.
Again, I cant stress this enough but thanks for tellin me about this
Finals are kickin my ass, but what the hell, who cares!!!
Sometimes I wonder if I should cut my dick off and fashion it on my head like a unicorn, yeah I know what your thinking. Cara Pike a good friend of mine has a good strong female build, kinda like an amazon *growl*. Just thought I would say that since I am a horny bastard, heh, I wish I had a vagina sometimes, but then again it wouldnt last long.
This goes out to everyone who is in fact a female. Ahem, if anyone needs a male whore, call me.
Man this thing is messed up. Why in the hell did I do this. oh well, guess it doesnt matter, Im gonna type in it anyway. SO anyway its like, 10 o'colock and I feel like shit. Who knows maybe my frickin chin will grow some hair tonight ( if only I could convert my ass hair). Life is pretty sweet, Im a little lonely *gulp*. But its cool, feels good to be alive and pulling some sweet shit out of a guitar if only women were that easy! If someone asked me what kind of person I am I would turn around, lick the tip of my finger and whipe it on there fore head. I dont know if thats freaky but it sure is a lot of fun * tee hee*.
